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The dark of Saksaksalim

hijodelagua:

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For the present, I had noticed the “nice side” of the Tunnel of Saksaksalim in this magickal exploration. The entertaining side, the nice place it showed me after I could play with my mind coherently. De-identification from my body and mind, floating as pure will. Quite a nice feeling, indeed, and quite a cognitive change of perspective.

Yet there is a darker side and I have to thank @emotionalcircus for helping me understand fully the way it has been affecting me as I’ve worked this tunnel. If the lighter side involves the bliss from de-identifying with the things in my perception, this darker side is the pain of identifying with anything, the base suffering that steams from considering I am my body, my mind, or whatever arbitrary parts of the theatrical staging of my perceptions in my brain scenario I am used to delusionally identify myself with.

For a long time I’ve known I have some sort of baseline suffering which has always seemed to me related with the very fact of existing. Not only my thing if the synchronicities are right, “most people howl their whole lives without understanding where the pain comes from”. As if there was no escape from that. And maybe, I only dare say maybe, I’ve found what this is about, maybe this baseline suffering is related with existing as a self which identifies itself with a part of its perception. But maybe, only maybe, being alive doesn’t necessarily result in such baseline suffering. Maybe its just this thing the self got wrong, identifying with its perception of a body or a mind when there’s really no “I”, there’s just these perceptions that come and go, and if there’s an I its just this ghostly and magical will that operates selecting realities, this thing which seems to be able to manipulate all these hallucinatory perceptions as far as it learns to fly free from the delusory constraints of all these perceptions.

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"I searched for God and found only myself. I searched for myself and found only God”."

— Sufi Proverb (via zenhumanism)

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"I’m attracted to the idea of drowning. Or rather the idea of jumping off and being enveloped by something, not bad or good, just enveloping. When I was a kid, I had this moment when I got under the water, lying on the pool floor, and I felt I could breathe. I’ve been trying to recreate that feeling ever since."

— Florence Welch
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"If you should ask me where I’ve been all this time
I have to say “Things happen.”
I have to dwell on stones darkening the earth,
on the river ruined in its own duration:
I know nothing save things the birds have lost,
the sea I left behind, or my sister crying.
Why this abundance of places? Why does day lock
with day? Why the dark night swilling round
in our mouths? And why the dead?"

— Pablo Neruda, There’s No Forgetting (Sonata), in Selected Poems by Pablo Neruda (translated by Nathaniel Tarn)

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"A secret turning in us
makes the universe turn."

— Rumi (via theuniverseworks)

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generalbriefing:

otpglobal:

Our gov’t shouldn’t be making billions of dollars by drowning our students in debt #BankonStudents 
@Elizabeth Warren

Although, I’m not too hip on her short term solution, she has a good point.

generalbriefing:

otpglobal:

Our gov’t shouldn’t be making billions of dollars by drowning our students in debt

@Elizabeth Warren

Although, I’m not too hip on her short term solution, she has a good point.

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cannibal-swag:

deeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaadpool:

I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING

HDFSHDFJSHDF strange boyfriends you two 

cannibal-swag:

deeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaadpool:

I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING

HDFSHDFJSHDF strange boyfriends you two 

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earth-song:

Sunshine Lover by B-F-G

earth-song:

Sunshine Lover by B-F-G

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"All sorts of things in the world behave like mirrors."

— Jacques Lacan, ‘Seminar II’  (via blackspaceandstars)

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thepoliticalfreakshow:

This week, the national media has focused on the three different scandals surrounding the White House, devoting hours of coverage to the Internal Revenue Service (IRS) improperly targeting conservative groups applying for tax exempt status, the talking points Susan Rice used in the aftermath of the attacks in Benghazi, and the Justice Department’s subpoena of phone records from the Associated Press as part of an investigation into a national security leak. The around-the-clock coverage comes even as a new Gallup poll finds that interest in the ongoing controversies is “lower comparable to major news stores in the past.”

And while these stories raise serious concerns about money in politics, embassy security, and freedom of the press, they aren’t the only problems impacting the American people. Here are five big stories the media isn’t obsessing about:

1. Carbon pollution reaches historic highs, threatening human existence. The concentration of climate warming carbon dioxide in the atmosphere “has passed the milestone level of 400 parts per million (ppm),” scientists estimate. “At the beginning of industrialisation the concentration of CO2 was just 280ppm,” said Prof Rajendra Pachauri, chair of the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change. “We must hope that the world crossing this milestone will bring about awareness of the scientific reality of climate change and how human society should deal with the challenge.” The last time the Earth saw carbon dioxide levels that high, humans did not exist. The West Antarctic ice sheet also did not exist, and sea levels were as much as 82 feet higher than they are today. During an earlier period when CO2 levels were this high, temperatures were 5° to 10°F warmer globally.

2. The devastating impact of sequestration on kids, cancer patients and first responders. On Tuesday, the Congressional Budget Office reported that the budget deficit will shrink to its smallest level since before the Great Recession in 2013, and it will continue to decrease through 2015. But despite the smaller deficits, Republicans remain focused on spending reductions — even as the most recent round of cuts has kicked children out of preschool, left cancer patients without needed screenings, undermined public health and fire safety, and gutted programs that help low-income Americans in a variety of ways. Those cuts have also threatened to derail the economic recovery, which has sputtered along despite the headwinds created by a consistent focus on deficit reduction.

3. Massive cuts to food stamps for the most vulnerable Americans. The House Agriculture Committee approved a farm bill late Wednesday night that would cut federal food stamps by $20.5 billion — more steeply than any legislation since the welfare reforms of the 1990s. Earlier this week, the Senate Agriculture Committee also agreed to a $4.1 billion reduction. The program keeps hundreds of thousands of vulnerable Americans out of the deepest pits of poverty, and even as the Great Recession swelled SNAP rolls, the program continued to push its erroneous payments rates to record lows.

4. 1100 workers die in garment factory collapse in Bangladesh and most American retailers plan business as usual. Since a factory collapsed in Bangladesh, killing 1,100 clothing industry workers, American retailers have been hesitant to adopt safety plans that could prevent similar tragedies. Abercrombie & Fitch announced it would sign a safety upgrade plan that has been approved by six major European retailers and one other American company, but many other manufacturers — including Walmart and Gapare holding out. Although some retailers fear the costs of upgrades, they could pass them on entirely to consumers and only raise prices by 10 cents per garment.

5. 4,000 gun deaths due to gun violence since Newtown. A crowdsourced effort to count every person killed by a gun in the United States since the Newtown tragedy is currently being hosted by Slate. As of this writing, the count is 4,150. The Senate rejected gun safety legislation in April and has not yet set a date for reconsidering the measure.

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